Moving on.

Senior year. Honestly it’s felt just like every other year since middle school. Insecurity, depression, wanting to fit in and fake friends. I thought that senior year might feel different but once I started it was just the same old. Until the other day I was sitting in my counselors office having my CCR and she handed me the papers and forms to apply for college and get my cap and gown. For a second I felt like time froze and it really hit me. It hit me that this is it in this is the end, soon I’ll make the transition into the real world and these high school problems will not even matter. Though this did bring some panic it brought a sense of relief. People say that high school or some of the best years of your life but I disagree. My high school experience has been extremely rough, I never had stable friends or good mental health so it’s been kind of hard to thrive and appreciate things when I’m lacking these things. Though it is kind of sad to think that being a kid is kind of over soon, i’m really excited to see what the future holds for me. I think that these years that are approaching will be when I can finally be myself and thrive. I’m really excited to get out there and do stuff for myself and build my own future. I’m so ready to move on.